Would you have the guts to?

So let me get this straight, you're afraid to walk three miles, to your dad's house,and don't expect a phone call to go straight to your mom, uming you go through with this. Is that about right? Well, clearly in the two years you've given this a lot of thought and have it all figured out. so grab a jacket and an umbrella and head onto the open road. hope it works out. But may i ask,you said you hide how unhappy you are, did you attempt to talk like an adult? and if it's as easy as going to your dad's house, why don't you just call and ask him to pick you up? I hope your family takes you seriously. I'm sure they wont just write you off as being immature.